Random Talk

[Uncle]

maybe this is overly cautious, but there have been so many times in my own life where I can look back and saying/doing nothing is the best option

it's really easy to overcomplicate your life or ruin a good thing by picking at it and pushing too much

you are the architect of your own ruin

[Nintex]

All that shits pretty expensive for something I'm wearing once lol

https://onni-mode.nl/products/albert-bon...u5EALw_wcB

Although I guess the jacket is cool

I just bought some stupid zombie shirt, some cobwebs, a big spider and some blood capsules.

I'll just throw something on haphazardly

This one isnt quite the same as Leon's but maybe I can pull it off. And for 40 bucks thats pretty cheap

https://www.c-and-a.com/nl/nl/shop/shearling-jas-imitatieleer-2228344/2

That first one looks great, I'm getting that I need a short winter coat anyway.

Some cargo pants, a shirt, a gun holster. Boom.

Fuck, I didn't realize it was some Chinese dropshipping stuff. So it won't be here on time.
I ordered some stuff like prop guns and a flashlight too but that will arrive in time.

I guess I'll have to think of something else...

Flashlight + Gun = Alan Wake?

Guns = John Wick?

Guess I'll do Leon next year or I'll just do the Squid Game Suit again.

[MMaRsu]

Oh yeah I see that its not from an actual Dutch website.

Ran into another girl yesterday who visits the gaming meet, and is also acquainted with the girl I'm crushing on. Had a friendly chat in the grocery store and said I'm going to the Halloween party as well. She said thats awesome.

Yesterday more working out. Started with some walking, did some running parts in there too, came home, used the jumprope and lifting weights/pushups. Also looked at some videos on self mastery from shoalin monk master. Today I will try to meditatie as well.

[MMaRsu]

Tonight is that gaming meet/halloween thing. Im a bit anxious

In the past I've always sent a text the day before or on the day saying something like

sup so DBE (the gaming meet) tonight then, see you there yea?

And in the past she always responded to it fairly quickly and always positive.

Should I still do that or nah? Or just show up

[DavidCroquet]

Just show up, man. 

But make sure to conspicuously drop your monster condom that you use for your magnum dong. Somewhere she can see it.

[MMaRsu]

🤣

[who is ted danson?]

when in doubt, whip it out

[HardcoreRetro]

It's 11AM in the Netherlands. Can't believe MMaRsu died.

[Polident]

Either went really good or really bad.

[Uncle]

she probably wasn't there and it's probably because her boyfriend noticed she has fun chemistry with someone else and wants it to stop

[who is ted danson?]

praying for our boy

[BIONIC]

stroking for our boy

[MMaRsu]

Sorry for the late reply guys, I just had to get my thoughts in order this weekend. 

Most importantly, I DID NOT MAKE A MOVE (YET), DID MAKE MANY OBSERVATIONS

I went there in my zombie outfit, when I arrived there was a big group of people standing outside. She said hey! and I said hey back and locked my bike. 
She complimented me on my outfit, and I misguessed her outfit by saying she was Batgirl lol. 

She had on this amazingly insane Catwoman outfit, a tight leather outfit... My god. Ofcourse I was sold right away. 

We played a lot of Just Dance, with other people as well. But I didn't just hang around her, I played some SF6 against some other bro's and some Smash against some other dude's as well. I just wanted not to hang around/behind her all night and make some friendly connection with some other people as well. 

My observations:

• She still likes her current BF (laughing at his 'jokes', put her arms around his waist once)
  
• She's not creeped out by me, and gave me plenty of looks (at one point we were sitting close together on a bench chilling)
  
• At one point, she needed to invite me to the Whatsapp group for the gaming meet. At that moment I was sitting right next to her. She opened her whatsapp, had to scroll down to the middle of the convo list, and there my message was, unread (for more than a week). 
  
• At that moment I knew, allright she still likes her current BF, I'm very low on the priority list, there is no need for me to make a move right now. (not that I would have dared, pussy that I am)
  

When we were outside smoking together after some Just Dance I did let her know that I was looking over at her direction every now and then, and that it was a very nice looking sight lol. Some people came by and she joked like lol they gonna think Im a hooker (or something to that effect) and I said allright 15€, she was like nuh-uh, 50 at the least. LOL

We were having some fun and kinda joking around, but not too flirty. I did act a little cockier than before, however I still felt out of place sometimes. 

At one point I was going outside for a smoke and she came outside as well, meeting me there. We talked a bit, but in those moments I just didn't know what to ask or say. Her beauty kinda stunned me. Also I was fucking high on 3/4 joints, and some rum&coke. I find it very difficult to talk to her in a fun open manner, it's like I'm thinking too much. 

I have to let this go now. And I have to work on myself. My self image is in the shitter, even though I'm not even that bad looking a guy. My confidence is non existent. 
It's okay. I don't even really know her that well. She's very pretty and fun (and she knows of NewJeans, and likes Kpop lol) but that's it.

I absolutely do think I have a chance with her, but in the future, when my confidence level is higher, and I'm satisfied with myself. And ofcourse when she's sick of this doofus she's with.

[Rendle]

MMaRsu wants to tell her but he's super shy. Super shy.

[MMaRsu]

MMaRsu wants to tell her but he's super shy. Super shy.

Yup. Absolutely. Also I like that song haha. 

I have a huge thing for her. But it's best if I don't go for a while, maybe a month or two, to get myself in order and feel better and more confident about myself. 

That is my plan at least.

[Cauliflower Of Love]

oh she has a bf?



You don't stand a chance, find someone else to creep over.

[MMaRsu]

oh she has a bf?



You don't stand a chance, find someone else to creep over.

Cmon I said that in my first post on the matter...

Fuck I have a crush on someone who's already in a relationship
Smh fml

Lol don't stand a chance, what is this defeatist nonsense? 

I don't think the guy she's with who's currently jobless is the undefeatable boyfriend you think he is.

[killamajig]

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Worry worry worry, love is passing me by
Worry worry worry, I'm so painfully shy
Other guys get all the kisses (why am I the one who misses?)
Worry worry worry, woe is me

Baby baby baby, I'm a fool about love
Maybe maybe I should go to school about love
When it comes to getting chummy (I'll admit I'm quite a dummy)
Worry worry worry, woe is me

I found out that I'm the worrying kind
I'll go worrying right along
Life is fine, but with a worrying mind
(So many things can go wrong)

Worry worry worry, should I hold her so tight?
Worry worry worry, am I kissing her right?
She said, "Joe, it's you I'll marry"
"I'm not Joe, my name is Harry!"
Worry, worry, worry, woe is me

Don't worry. I was sweet on a girl but she a had a bf and I was in the friend zone. I forgot about her but a few months later they broke up and I got in the fuck zone. Yada, Yada, Yada, we got married (8 yrs later a divorce but we're still friends. So back in the friend zone Lol) Just keep working on yourself for now. The other stuff will be easier when you feel better about yourself.

Usually what happens is when you stop looking and are fine with being single and just having fun, that's when somebody drops in your lap.

[MMaRsu]

I got some advice from someone a long time ago.

They were taken, and I was told, you go for what you want.

It didn't work out, and I'm apparently a piece of shit, but if it had worked, it would have been glorious.

So basically, do you want a story in ten years or do you want to be lamenting?

oh she has a bf?
You don't stand a chance, find someone else to creep over.

?????????????

[BIONIC]

Cauliflower Brain

[Cauliflower Of Love]

I forgot I gave advice about shooting your shot.

The latter comment didn't mean one shouldn't go for it, it was that mmarsu couldn't pull it off.

[MMaRsu]

I forgot I gave advice about shooting your shot.

The latter comment didn't mean one shouldn't go for it, it was that mmarsu couldn't pull it off.

[who is ted danson?]

Manifest the hottie

[Cauliflower Of Love]

mmmarasu go for it, after what just happened


just go for it

[Polident]

Wait for Nintex’s advice. He knows what’s going on, apparently.

[Cauliflower Of Love]

Wait for Nintex’s advice. He knows what’s going on, apparently.

[chronovore]

Find a woman who isn't already attached. 
Women who will leave their current boyfriend for you… will do it to you later. 

[Cauliflower Of Love]

Find a woman who isn't already attached. 
Women who will leave their current boyfriend for you… will do it to you later. 

Yea, but it's fun.

[Potato]

Bang her. Don't get attached.

[Gameboy Nostalgia]

It's been over a year since I joined but wanted to say all of you are alright. Was never much of a forum user until the Bire so thanks for being chill and welcoming.