Journal of Other Forum Analysis (Volume II, Issue 1)

[Uncle]

Some light reading from Members only

Another discovers they have been a woman this whole time and didn't know it until "a really bad dysphoric moment when I read the spoilers for that movie "I Saw the TV Glow".

"I don't feel specifically female, but something feels "not right".

6 month update

 "I very much want to be seen as a woman by my peers, I want to pass. It's my deepest desire currently, to be able to walk into a room and no one to treat me male, or to treat me as a trans person , but I'm just another woman blended into society"

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how it began.....

Putting this out non-publicly but I experience really intense gender dysphoria from time to time... I've identified as nonbinary for most of my adult life but I feel really, really uncomfortable in my male body, like I'm trapped in it. I don't feel specifically female, but something feels "not right".

I just had like a really bad dysphoric moment when I read the spoilers for that movie "I Saw the TV Glow", and specifically seeing the director described in an interview the "eggcrack moment" physically harms me, just reading this now gives me insane nausea and feelings of dread... I don't know what I'm experiencing and I'm a bit scared tbh... can anyone trans or non-binary identify this experience?

update

so I've been on a 6 month journey into my transition as a trans woman and just had a lot of scattered thoughts I wanted to leave in a semi public location:

I've thought a lot about what I'm experiencing, feeling, thinking about what it means to be trans to me. I've read so much discourse over the years on whether or being trans is a purely mental condition, whether it's a medical condition, or really just trying to analyze what it really is that people are experiencing. I think most cis people from the outside have no ability to understand what it's like to be trans, and may come to very negative conclusions, like it's a choice, it's a fetish, it's just wrong. And I think many trans people also severely struggle with the weight of what transitioning is like in this world, which may involve losing friends, family, job opportunities, while also requiring very expensive health care that even in countries with free health care is difficult to receive. The discrimination you get as a trans person really can't be understated, it's basically everywhere in our current human civilization from schools, to hospitals, to the justice system, to just being able to walk in public as the real you without fear you may be attacked one way or another. Honestly, logically if I had a button to press to just make me cisgender that would make my life significantly easier than it is now.

And yet I would not push that button. Despite the discrimination, the loss of relationships with friends and family, the potential loss of human rights from the incoming US Administration, I love being me. I love being my true self. People talk so much about the difficulty of being trans, the dysphoria, but people rarely discuss the flipside; the euphoria. There is such a sheer joy and beauty in experiencing for the first time reality with your true name, your true body. Being able to wear the correct gender's clothes, to explore your new gender norms, to explore your true self is such a beautiful experience that I do not think cisgendered people can honestly fully comprehend. It is not a sexual feeling, it's not a fetish, it is a very rare and pure happiness that you experience constantly once unencumbered from the difficulties of society as a trans person or the separate anxieties and depression of your own mind. It's that kind of happiness you experience when you love your pets - the sort of unconditional endless love that you feel when you look at your dog or cat sleeping and you just want to burst with how cute it is. But you feel this about yourself, your own name, your body. Like just hearing someone say my true name feels truly wonderful and I could cry tears of joy from just being acknowledged as my real self. I honestly do not think cisgendered people experience anything like this, it's like a feeling that everything is right in the world for this one little moment. And I think I crave this unbridled as a trans woman to be perceived as my true self by others, to truly know other people see the real me like I can. There is such an urge to have people say my correct gender and name and treat me as a woman that I think others may see as trans people being "too much" or "seeking attention". And in a way you sort of are seeking attention when you follow what makes you joyous like this. But it's just such a profound experience to be recognized as your real self that I feel I very much want to be seen as a woman by my peers, I want to pass. It's my deepest desire currently, to be able to walk into a room and no one to treat me male, or to treat me as a trans person, but I'm just another woman blended into society. It's again not something I chase for attention, for sex, as a fetish, out of mental illness or confusion, but purely my motivation is the raw, true happiness that it brings me to be my correct self and to be integrated into society as such.

As far as I can tell, what I'm experiencing is a medical condition first - it has symptoms, it's cured via medication and surgery, and it seems to run in my family similar to diabetes or high blood pressure as I'm the third person I know of to come out as transgender in my family. I experienced different kinds of dysphoria related to it my entire life long before I even knew what being transgender was. I am in my mid-30s, I did not have a clear definition of what being transgender was until around 2010 or so. Growing up, I had a very strong sense that I did not like anything masculine, did not like being called a boy or man, and just felt somehow "different". I regularly chose the female option in video games if I had a choice, hell I even pretended to be a woman in my first World of Warcraft guild for 3 months just because I thought it would be "fun". Once I learned about the concepts of being transgender or non-binary in my early 20's, I immediately latched onto being non-binary as I felt no clear gender identity inside me, I just knew very strongly I wasn't a man despite my body.

It took another 12 years before I truly recognized that I was supposed to be a woman all along. I had thought for years for me to be truly a woman, I would have to have some sort innate feeling or voice that tells me I am a woman, and I never had that clear voice until essentially when I made this thread. Every time I had almost discovered this for myself throughout the years, it had triggered a panic attack and I avoided thinking deeper about why, it scared me and I ignored it. But on the night of the creation of this thread, I had a panic attack so bad from reading an article about the trans experience that I couldn't make the panic stop. I had to lean into it. It was honestly terrifying, I had to douse myself in my shower at the coldest water setting, numbing my entire body, and I sat on the floor in my shower feeling the deepest fear possible. And in that moment, for the first time, I felt my body clearly tell myself I am a woman. It was a feeling that came from deep within, past my conscious, past my subconscious, and I began saying it out to myself, not yet realizing the weight of what I was saying. Once I said these words to myself, the panic stopped. And once I felt the panic stop from just speaking these magic words, I knew it was true. There was no way for me to cause and release this panic attack, it was entirely involuntary, but somehow me admitting to myself I am a woman made my brain calm down. I don't know the science of how this works, I don't even know if there is science on how any of this works yet. But in that moment and ever since, I have had the absolute clarity of who I am. I ended up just sitting on the floor with the ice cold water on me for another 30 minutes, re-evaluating my entire life and realizing what now seems so obvious. Eventually I came back and realized I was freezing lol, but I knew I was forever changed. I realized then for my entire life I experienced a ton of brainfog constantly due to dysphoria, and once I finally accepted what my body had been screaming at me, it was like I could literally and physically see and think much more clearly, like I was able to finally find where everything is.

All my life previously had felt sort of distant, colorless, like I was in a dream. I never really was mindful of what I looked like or who I was or how I presented myself to others. I realized then that as a woman, I truly cared about my appearance, who I was, and I wanted to be a true participant in my life, not just a witness to it. I live and breathe now in a way that feels light and happier. The lights in my eyes glimmer in a way I could I could never do before, but now feels very natural. I catch myself randomly smiling now where before I had off and on struggled with deep depression. It was a truly profound experience I went through of how my brain finally seemed to catch up to my body in who I was. I now am on HRT medication in which my body switches from testosterone to estrogen, and I feel "cleaner" from it, I can feel the mechanisms of my mind working more correctly in my consciousness. I can also feel that it's really not connected to innate sexuality in myself, and that it's purely stemming from what my body seems to internally be coded as being in some internal biological way that is outside the realm of human choice in consciousness. I have taken a lot of psychedelics in my life and had a lot of therapy, so I have a very high awareness of how my mind works, and I can clearly tell I'm functioning as a person mentally and physically after realizing my true gender. Regardless of what I looked like and still look, I feel internally like a woman, and I can feel my mind telling me that's my correct gender now. I don't know how to explain it in any other way, and it does not seem to be anything related to my conscious or subconscious mind choosing it. It just is.

I've read so much online about people thinking being trans is a choice or that it's purely a mental illness, but it's so much more than that. It is very much a physical and mental condition with measurable values and symptoms. But it's not only the "condition", it's very much an experience, a wild experience, sometimes really scary, but mostly exciting and fun and beautiful feeling. Every day I wake up, I'm happy to continue my journey. I'm happy to me, in such an intrinsic way that I didn't know humans could experience before. I spent the first week of realizing I was trans trying to convince myself it must be something else. I kept looking at other conditions, other explanations, anything else. But I realized a few days into this that if I just truly feel happier as a woman, being perceived as a woman, looking like a woman, being a woman, I don't really need any further proof, I don't really give a fuck what diagnosis or condition or whatever I get. If I achieve true happiness this way, why would I want to stop it?

That's what kind of kills me though, is SO many people want to be unnecessarily cruel and want to rip the joy I feel away from me. People like J.K. Rowling and others want to remind me as much as they can how I'll never truly be a woman, how I'm lesser, what things my body will never do. I very much know I'm not a cis woman, I know there are biological differences, I know my current appearance is in a gray area between man and woman. But I can still feel with every fiber of my being that I have the mind of a woman and the extreme desire to be a woman, and a body that made to be a woman's body that went through the wrong puberty. I truly do not in any capacity care if people want to diminish this experience as a delusion, or mental illness, or a sexual fetish, it does not convince me that who I am is somehow wrong or incorrect. The experience I've been through is physiologically proven to myself, there's far too many physical and mental changes from going through this that can't be just wholesale written off as fantasy. It is a very real experience, and it truly makes me happier than I've ever been to be the real me that was in my body all along. Why do people hate my joy? It does not harm them, it does not even concern them.

It's honestly just deeply saddening that people are openly cruel about what seems like, if thought about in another way, is just a natural condition of the human body that can arise like anything else. Like imagine if people just constantly went up to a person in a wheelchair to remind them they will never walk. It's just needlessly cruel, but people seem to be ok with behaving like this to me just based on my appearance during transition. I ask that anyone who just has a dislike, disgust, hatred of trans people reading this to just think about, "What if at the end of the day this is just something that makes people happy inside? Why do I feel like I must take their happiness away? Why do I enjoy harming others?". Yes there's all kinds of quirky logistics in society to think about in regards to trans people with public bathrooms and sports and transitioning as a minor, but these are all small problems solvable by society without having to harm or discredit trans people for who they are, or perhaps even attempt to eliminate them altogether one way or another.

I've had all these contemplations in my head that I wanted some of the world to see brewing in me as I processed the journey I've been on this year. I do not know if anyone will care about these thoughts, but this thread is where this journey began for me, and I just wanted to leave what are for now my final thoughts on what it is to be a trans woman. I am truly content with who I am internally now even if I don't look or sound yet what I want to look or sound like. Please world do not take my inner love and happiness away from me, it is a candle that I cherish within me every day. 🏳️‍⚧️

[Uncle]

Benita is one of my rescues I shepherded across the Red Sea, leave him alone

I actually like benita and hope he's cool with disagreeing on shit, if not it's just another casualty of culture wars

wouldn't be me writing him off or canceling him, the ball is always in others' court

[Potato]

Benita is one of my rescues I shepherded across the Red Sea, leave him alone

I'm still waiting for him to eat all of my arse. 

[Propagandhim]

host: okay so today we'll be doing a deep dive so strap in, we're gonna be looking at one person on the Resetera message board's experience with gender dysphoria
cohost: WOW OK
host: and you're not gonna believe this so strap in
cohost: It's like Maybe we as a society need to come to terms with figuring out how to manage this process for people
host: yeah and maybe that's how the process becomes processed
cohost: WOW OK

[Propagandhim]

sorry, i've done so many of those notebooklm's my fucking brain is on fire

[Potato]

You know I wish I was able to be a 6’5” baseball player, and get depressed about it. Do I have Athletes Dysphoria.

If you think you are and you say you are, then you ARE BIOLOGICALLY a 6'5" basketball player.

[Potato]

Great to see Assad gone, now we enter a period in Syria that will be like Libya after Gaddafi but worse.

Death and suffering are by no means at an end in Syria.

How do you know so certainly ?

HTS, Turkey, Kurds, Islamists, Israel, Alawites, Iran, Hezbollah all parties involved in there and the land is already held by different groups.

This isn't settled.

And maybe all you Risk players with your crystal balls should wait and see how this plays out because once again I'm really tired of the very racist implication that there can be no coalition or nation building in the region while you all keep using the same two data points that are literally thousands of kilometers apart.

I'm not saying this will end well, I'm saying no one likes little know-it-alls.

The best way to fight any intellectualism is with anti intellectualism. 


He has been one of the most dumb and abrasive posters in the forum.

That being said, centuries of Stone Age behaviour in the region and an inability to break free from the shackles of a fundamentalist cult says that the violence is hardly at an end in Syria. These people will be murdering each other within the year.

[Potato]

Some light reading from Members only

Another discovers they have been a woman this whole time and didn't know it until "a really bad dysphoric moment when I read the spoilers for that movie "I Saw the TV Glow".

"I don't feel specifically female, but something feels "not right".

6 month update

 "I very much want to be seen as a woman by my peers, I want to pass. It's my deepest desire currently, to be able to walk into a room and no one to treat me male, or to treat me as a trans person , but I'm just another woman blended into society"

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how it began.....

Putting this out non-publicly but I experience really intense gender dysphoria from time to time... I've identified as nonbinary for most of my adult life but I feel really, really uncomfortable in my male body, like I'm trapped in it. I don't feel specifically female, but something feels "not right".

I just had like a really bad dysphoric moment when I read the spoilers for that movie "I Saw the TV Glow", and specifically seeing the director described in an interview the "eggcrack moment" physically harms me, just reading this now gives me insane nausea and feelings of dread... I don't know what I'm experiencing and I'm a bit scared tbh... can anyone trans or non-binary identify this experience?

update

so I've been on a 6 month journey into my transition as a trans woman and just had a lot of scattered thoughts I wanted to leave in a semi public location:

I've thought a lot about what I'm experiencing, feeling, thinking about what it means to be trans to me. I've read so much discourse over the years on whether or being trans is a purely mental condition, whether it's a medical condition, or really just trying to analyze what it really is that people are experiencing. I think most cis people from the outside have no ability to understand what it's like to be trans, and may come to very negative conclusions, like it's a choice, it's a fetish, it's just wrong. And I think many trans people also severely struggle with the weight of what transitioning is like in this world, which may involve losing friends, family, job opportunities, while also requiring very expensive health care that even in countries with free health care is difficult to receive. The discrimination you get as a trans person really can't be understated, it's basically everywhere in our current human civilization from schools, to hospitals, to the justice system, to just being able to walk in public as the real you without fear you may be attacked one way or another. Honestly, logically if I had a button to press to just make me cisgender that would make my life significantly easier than it is now.

And yet I would not push that button. Despite the discrimination, the loss of relationships with friends and family, the potential loss of human rights from the incoming US Administration, I love being me. I love being my true self. People talk so much about the difficulty of being trans, the dysphoria, but people rarely discuss the flipside; the euphoria. There is such a sheer joy and beauty in experiencing for the first time reality with your true name, your true body. Being able to wear the correct gender's clothes, to explore your new gender norms, to explore your true self is such a beautiful experience that I do not think cisgendered people can honestly fully comprehend. It is not a sexual feeling, it's not a fetish, it is a very rare and pure happiness that you experience constantly once unencumbered from the difficulties of society as a trans person or the separate anxieties and depression of your own mind. It's that kind of happiness you experience when you love your pets - the sort of unconditional endless love that you feel when you look at your dog or cat sleeping and you just want to burst with how cute it is. But you feel this about yourself, your own name, your body. Like just hearing someone say my true name feels truly wonderful and I could cry tears of joy from just being acknowledged as my real self. I honestly do not think cisgendered people experience anything like this, it's like a feeling that everything is right in the world for this one little moment. And I think I crave this unbridled as a trans woman to be perceived as my true self by others, to truly know other people see the real me like I can. There is such an urge to have people say my correct gender and name and treat me as a woman that I think others may see as trans people being "too much" or "seeking attention". And in a way you sort of are seeking attention when you follow what makes you joyous like this. But it's just such a profound experience to be recognized as your real self that I feel I very much want to be seen as a woman by my peers, I want to pass. It's my deepest desire currently, to be able to walk into a room and no one to treat me male, or to treat me as a trans person, but I'm just another woman blended into society. It's again not something I chase for attention, for sex, as a fetish, out of mental illness or confusion, but purely my motivation is the raw, true happiness that it brings me to be my correct self and to be integrated into society as such.

As far as I can tell, what I'm experiencing is a medical condition first - it has symptoms, it's cured via medication and surgery, and it seems to run in my family similar to diabetes or high blood pressure as I'm the third person I know of to come out as transgender in my family. I experienced different kinds of dysphoria related to it my entire life long before I even knew what being transgender was. I am in my mid-30s, I did not have a clear definition of what being transgender was until around 2010 or so. Growing up, I had a very strong sense that I did not like anything masculine, did not like being called a boy or man, and just felt somehow "different". I regularly chose the female option in video games if I had a choice, hell I even pretended to be a woman in my first World of Warcraft guild for 3 months just because I thought it would be "fun". Once I learned about the concepts of being transgender or non-binary in my early 20's, I immediately latched onto being non-binary as I felt no clear gender identity inside me, I just knew very strongly I wasn't a man despite my body.

It took another 12 years before I truly recognized that I was supposed to be a woman all along. I had thought for years for me to be truly a woman, I would have to have some sort innate feeling or voice that tells me I am a woman, and I never had that clear voice until essentially when I made this thread. Every time I had almost discovered this for myself throughout the years, it had triggered a panic attack and I avoided thinking deeper about why, it scared me and I ignored it. But on the night of the creation of this thread, I had a panic attack so bad from reading an article about the trans experience that I couldn't make the panic stop. I had to lean into it. It was honestly terrifying, I had to douse myself in my shower at the coldest water setting, numbing my entire body, and I sat on the floor in my shower feeling the deepest fear possible. And in that moment, for the first time, I felt my body clearly tell myself I am a woman. It was a feeling that came from deep within, past my conscious, past my subconscious, and I began saying it out to myself, not yet realizing the weight of what I was saying. Once I said these words to myself, the panic stopped. And once I felt the panic stop from just speaking these magic words, I knew it was true. There was no way for me to cause and release this panic attack, it was entirely involuntary, but somehow me admitting to myself I am a woman made my brain calm down. I don't know the science of how this works, I don't even know if there is science on how any of this works yet. But in that moment and ever since, I have had the absolute clarity of who I am. I ended up just sitting on the floor with the ice cold water on me for another 30 minutes, re-evaluating my entire life and realizing what now seems so obvious. Eventually I came back and realized I was freezing lol, but I knew I was forever changed. I realized then for my entire life I experienced a ton of brainfog constantly due to dysphoria, and once I finally accepted what my body had been screaming at me, it was like I could literally and physically see and think much more clearly, like I was able to finally find where everything is.

All my life previously had felt sort of distant, colorless, like I was in a dream. I never really was mindful of what I looked like or who I was or how I presented myself to others. I realized then that as a woman, I truly cared about my appearance, who I was, and I wanted to be a true participant in my life, not just a witness to it. I live and breathe now in a way that feels light and happier. The lights in my eyes glimmer in a way I could I could never do before, but now feels very natural. I catch myself randomly smiling now where before I had off and on struggled with deep depression. It was a truly profound experience I went through of how my brain finally seemed to catch up to my body in who I was. I now am on HRT medication in which my body switches from testosterone to estrogen, and I feel "cleaner" from it, I can feel the mechanisms of my mind working more correctly in my consciousness. I can also feel that it's really not connected to innate sexuality in myself, and that it's purely stemming from what my body seems to internally be coded as being in some internal biological way that is outside the realm of human choice in consciousness. I have taken a lot of psychedelics in my life and had a lot of therapy, so I have a very high awareness of how my mind works, and I can clearly tell I'm functioning as a person mentally and physically after realizing my true gender. Regardless of what I looked like and still look, I feel internally like a woman, and I can feel my mind telling me that's my correct gender now. I don't know how to explain it in any other way, and it does not seem to be anything related to my conscious or subconscious mind choosing it. It just is.

I've read so much online about people thinking being trans is a choice or that it's purely a mental illness, but it's so much more than that. It is very much a physical and mental condition with measurable values and symptoms. But it's not only the "condition", it's very much an experience, a wild experience, sometimes really scary, but mostly exciting and fun and beautiful feeling. Every day I wake up, I'm happy to continue my journey. I'm happy to me, in such an intrinsic way that I didn't know humans could experience before. I spent the first week of realizing I was trans trying to convince myself it must be something else. I kept looking at other conditions, other explanations, anything else. But I realized a few days into this that if I just truly feel happier as a woman, being perceived as a woman, looking like a woman, being a woman, I don't really need any further proof, I don't really give a fuck what diagnosis or condition or whatever I get. If I achieve true happiness this way, why would I want to stop it?

That's what kind of kills me though, is SO many people want to be unnecessarily cruel and want to rip the joy I feel away from me. People like J.K. Rowling and others want to remind me as much as they can how I'll never truly be a woman, how I'm lesser, what things my body will never do. I very much know I'm not a cis woman, I know there are biological differences, I know my current appearance is in a gray area between man and woman. But I can still feel with every fiber of my being that I have the mind of a woman and the extreme desire to be a woman, and a body that made to be a woman's body that went through the wrong puberty. I truly do not in any capacity care if people want to diminish this experience as a delusion, or mental illness, or a sexual fetish, it does not convince me that who I am is somehow wrong or incorrect. The experience I've been through is physiologically proven to myself, there's far too many physical and mental changes from going through this that can't be just wholesale written off as fantasy. It is a very real experience, and it truly makes me happier than I've ever been to be the real me that was in my body all along. Why do people hate my joy? It does not harm them, it does not even concern them.

It's honestly just deeply saddening that people are openly cruel about what seems like, if thought about in another way, is just a natural condition of the human body that can arise like anything else. Like imagine if people just constantly went up to a person in a wheelchair to remind them they will never walk. It's just needlessly cruel, but people seem to be ok with behaving like this to me just based on my appearance during transition. I ask that anyone who just has a dislike, disgust, hatred of trans people reading this to just think about, "What if at the end of the day this is just something that makes people happy inside? Why do I feel like I must take their happiness away? Why do I enjoy harming others?". Yes there's all kinds of quirky logistics in society to think about in regards to trans people with public bathrooms and sports and transitioning as a minor, but these are all small problems solvable by society without having to harm or discredit trans people for who they are, or perhaps even attempt to eliminate them altogether one way or another.

I've had all these contemplations in my head that I wanted some of the world to see brewing in me as I processed the journey I've been on this year. I do not know if anyone will care about these thoughts, but this thread is where this journey began for me, and I just wanted to leave what are for now my final thoughts on what it is to be a trans woman. I am truly content with who I am internally now even if I don't look or sound yet what I want to look or sound like. Please world do not take my inner love and happiness away from me, it is a candle that I cherish within me every day. 🏳️‍⚧️

Good thing she's a fat cunt because how would that word salad have been legible without that broad back to fit the words on?

[Nintex]

i'm sure that now Assad is gone everything will workout just fine in Syria

On the short term the country might be unified.

Unlike with Gadaffi who was mostly a retard, the Assad regime was truely brutal.
Even now the rebels are trying to find ways to open up underground prisons.

There has been talk about how the Druze and others were 'happy' with Assad but that is not the vibe I'm getting at all.

[railGUN]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/openai-sora-v2-footage-leaked.1055253/

[Jansen]

So many goddamn words without even telling me which user posted it

[Uncle]

Some light reading from Members only

Another discovers they have been a woman this whole time and didn't know it until "a really bad dysphoric moment when I read the spoilers for that movie "I Saw the TV Glow".


6 month update
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how it began.....


update

Good thing she's a fat cunt because how would that word salad have been legible without that broad back to fit the words on?

[Boredfrom]

That is kind of mean spirited.

[HaughtyFrank]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/openai-sora-v2-footage-leaked.1055253/

In true Era fashion they're upset that the woman's boobs jiggle 

The "woman" running on the treadmill is embarrassing tbh.

Someone please "teach AI" what "realistic" and boobs means. Please 😭

In the gym, a woman in Workout clothes runs on a treadmill. Side angle, realistic, indoor lighting, professional, boobs, big boobies, all natural, no bra support, realistic bounce, realistic boobies, bouncing boobs

Like yeah, it should probably be less because she has a sport bra but this is nothing outrageous 

[tweet]https://twitter.com/minchoi/status/1863925136962810106?t=oBpfttEv-xTQyDjUVdbzNg&s=19[/tweet]

[Uncle]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/openai-sora-v2-footage-leaked.1055253/

Pretty astounding. I'm a high end user that would pay that, but I get on by with just my Copilot+ and Gemini (which have been phenomenal for my work and personal life)

 

Looks like ass

if you think that Viking footage looks good then you are so far gone it's impossible to reason with you. It looks like _shit_. It's so far down in the AI Uncanny Valley that it can't see the sun. And, I wonder, _how many totally failed attempts_ did they run through to end up with that garbage?

oh get fucked, you only say that because you know it was generated, if you saw it in a commercial you wouldn't think twice

[Uncle]

[Propagandhim]

[books]

I too remember blogging on xanga.

Edit- from what I gather, fat and/or autistic.

[killamajig]

So many goddamn words without even telling me which user posted it

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[railGUN]

I called out someone who *uses* AI (a high end user at that!!!) and I get banned???!?

[killamajig]

You know I wish I was able to be a 6’5” baseball player, and get depressed about it. Do I have Athletes Dysphoria.

If you think you are and you say you are, then you ARE BIOLOGICALLY a 6'5" basketball player.

I bet Doc hasn't even tried to be a 6'5" NBA player.

[Uncle]

How many Olympic swimming pools of water does it take to generate that?

And $200/month isn't enough money for the electric cost.

yeah, openai is just that stupid, they are charging less than it costs to generate these videos



on existing consumer level hardware (4090), you can generate 5-10 seconds of video in 2 minutes, which will probably be on the lower resolution side but can be ai upscaled and interpolated to approach the quality of sora

running this computer might cost around 15 cents per hour in electricity, and you're also not running it at 100% capacity 24/7 either

fearmongering over water/electricity usage all comes from the expenditures to create base models, not to simply run an existing model for individual outputs, which are dirt cheap

[EaldNarche]

Just 5 days for that, not even a full week. The mods must be sick of pooPhD's shit too.

[Propagandhim]

We should start becoming comfortable with assassinating people in the streets for using genAI.  Think about all the destruction this tech is causing.

[Boredfrom]

oh get fucked, you only say that because you know it was generated, if you saw it in a commercial you wouldn't think twice

[BIONIC]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/do-you-drink-the-ramen-broth.1055271/

I do. For both versions, instant and traditional ramen.

I know many folks do not, but that’s the best part!

I do get it for instant. That can get salty AF. Love me some ramen broth.

This man must be stopped

[Boredfrom]

https://www.resetera.com/threads/do-you-drink-the-ramen-broth.1055271/

I do. For both versions, instant and traditional ramen.

I know many folks do not, but that’s the best part!

I do get it for instant. That can get salty AF.  Love me some ramen broth.

This man must be stopped

 

That has been the less controversial thing he has said in months.

[Uncle]

I have actually never bought or made ramen for myself,* I think I've had it once or twice

isn't it basically just soup? aren't you supposed to drink it? like chicken noodle soup



* I ain't rich I have had plenty of my own brand of struggle foods

[Snoopy]

I know the entry barrier is low but choosing to play a female character in video games means trans now?

[DocWager]

You know I wish I was able to be a 6’5” baseball player, and get depressed about it. Do I have Athletes Dysphoria.

If you think you are and you say you are, then you ARE BIOLOGICALLY a 6'5" basketball player.

Thank you 🙏

My pronouns are he/all-star